"Cheech Is Not My Real Name...But Don't Call Me Chong!"

I have never been a fan of Cheech and Chong, but I this book caught my eye in the local library. Cheech Is Not My Real Name...But Don't Call Me Chong!" is an entertaining book. I finished the book in two days. I am still not a fan of the duo, but I may want to check out some of Cheech Marin's films. I did not know very much about him before reading this book. He is an intelligent man, and I would recommend this book. He mentions Timothy Leary in this book. I had met Timothy Leary at a science fiction convention. (I finally tried LSD a couple of times this year, more about that another time if I remember.) I have more respect about Mr. Marin after reading this. Read this book. You will enjoy it, and you will probably learn something.

"Stolen Beauty" by Laurie Lico Albanese

Stolen Beauty is an interesting novel by Laurie Lico Albanese. It is based on events that took place in the lives of two women, Adele Bloch-Bauer and her granddaughter Maria Altmann. It centers around a portrait of the former by Gustav Klimt. Other events and people are part of the story, of course. I was entertained and educated by this book. The main characters are portrayed as whole, likable people. Growing anti-semitism in Austria during the 20th Century is portrayed. Gustav Klimt comes to life in this book as well as the women mentioned above. Their families are also vividly portrayed. This is a book that was hard to put down. This book makes me want to learn more about the art of Gustav Klimt. I highly recommend this book.

"Weaveworld" by Clive Barker

There is always something magical about the writing and art of Clive Barker. His stories, films and other art do not fit neatly into any single genre. Weaveworld has aspects of horror and fantasy. Clive Barker uses language very well. There are a few things that make me shake me shake my head. Rue Street is not the most original name for a street. I first read this book when it was first published in paperback, and did not read it again until this week. It was first published as a hardback in 1987. This is a book that one can read multiple times without losing interest. A world of magic is woven into a carpet in order to protect it and its inhabitants. I felt myself drawn into the world of the book as the main characters were drawn into the world inside the carpet. Few writers posses the mastery of the English language that Mr. Barker does. Here is a phrase that struck me, "He felt sick as a flea in a leper's jock strap." I recommend this book to anyone who enjoys getting lost in a book. Clive Barker remains one of my favorite authors.

Adult Content

I got to suck two cocks last week. One guy shot his load into my mouth. That was yummy. I have known him for less that a year, but I have had fun with him. He got me started smoking something that makes me horny. I have known the other guy for several years. He did not cum in my mouth, but we had fun. We  sucked each other, kissed and cuddled. I have heard that he is as big a slut as I am. Maybe my sexual dry spot has ended. I have other friends with whom I enjoy myself. To be honest friendship without sex is better than sex without at least friendship.

Update for 07/12/17

I started the new anti-seizure medication the night before last. I will have to continue taking meds just once per day. I was too drowsy to work yesterday. I did not take it this morning, and I feel more alert. I do not know if this new medication will work for me.

After Christmas my best friend and I plan on looking for a place where we can live together. It would be helpful for both us if we can live together. I know that he has helped me a lot. It helps that we have open communication. If there is a problem we talk about it, and we resolve it. All issues are resolved before we go to sleep at night. I have never felt as comfortable with anyone as I do with him. I plan on enjoying his company for as long as I can. Our time together might end someday, but I would prefer focusing on what we can share together instead worrying about what might happen.

New Medication

I just got a new medication today. I will start taking it tonight. It is Depakote. I hope that it keeps me from having seizures without depression. I have enough problems with depression without help from chemical sources.

What I Would Enjoy most this Christmas

What I would enjoy most this Christmas would be to be able to spend time with at least one friend. Last Christmas I was alone outside in the cold for much of the day. I am happy for my friends that they will be able to spend at least part of their holiday with family or other loved ones. I want to be with friends at other times during the year, but my loneliness seems more intense on holidays. I do not just want other people to make me feel good. I also want to be able to give of myself to others. I sometimes think that there must be something wrong with me that keeps others from wanting to spend time with me. I try to keep from having those thoughts, but sometimes they creep in. I know that I have something that I can contribute to the well being of others. I have love to give. I need love too.

То, что мне понравилось бы больше всего этого Рождества, было бы иметь возможность провести время, по крайней мере, с одним другом. В прошлое Рождество я был на улице на холоде большую часть дня. Я рад за своих друзей, что они смогут провести хотя бы часть своего отпуска с семьей или другими близкими. Я хочу быть с друзьями в другое время в течение года, но мое одиночество кажется более интенсивным в праздники. Я не хочу, чтобы другие люди заставляли меня чувствовать себя хорошо. Я также хочу уметь отдавать себя другим. Я иногда думаю, что со мной что-то не так, что не дает другим желать провести время со мной. Я стараюсь избегать этих мыслей, но иногда они ползают. Я знаю, что у меня есть кое-что, что я могу внести вклад в благополучие других. Я люблю давать. Мне тоже нужна любовь.

To, čo by som väčšina z týchto Vianoc užila, by bolo mať možnosť tráviť čas aspoň s jedným priateľom. Minulé Vianoce som bola väčšinu dňa vonku v chladnom prostredí. Som rád, že moji priatelia budú môcť stráviť aspoň časť svojej dovolenky s rodinou alebo inými blízkymi. Chcem byť s priateľmi inokedy v priebehu roka, ale moja osamelosť je na dovolenke intenzívnejšia. Nechcem, aby ostatní ľudia cítili dobre. Tiež chcem byť schopný dať seba ostatným. Niekedy si myslím, že s mnou musí byť niečo zle, ktoré vedie k tomu, že ostatní chcú, aby si so mnou trávili čas. Snažím sa udržať tieto myšlienky, ale niekedy sa vplývajú. Viem, že mám niečo, čo môžem prispieť k blahu druhých. Mám rád dať. Potrebujem aj lásku.

Was ich an Weihnachten am meisten genießen würde, wäre Zeit mit mindestens einem Freund verbringen zu können. Letzte Weihnachten war ich den größten Teil des Tages allein draußen in der Kälte. Ich freue mich für meine Freunde, dass sie zumindest einen Teil ihres Urlaubs mit Familie oder anderen Lieben verbringen können. Ich möchte zu anderen Zeiten während des Jahres mit Freunden zusammen sein, aber meine Einsamkeit scheint in den Ferien intensiver. Ich möchte nicht nur, dass andere Menschen mir ein gutes Gefühl geben. Ich möchte auch anderen etwas geben können. Manchmal denke ich, dass etwas mit mir nicht in Ordnung ist, das andere davon abhält, Zeit mit mir zu verbringen. Ich versuche, diese Gedanken zu vermeiden, aber manchmal schleichen sie sich ein. Ich weiß, dass ich etwas habe, was ich zum Wohlergehen anderer beitragen kann. Ich habe Liebe zu geben. Ich brauche auch.