More Sex Play

I was waiting for a bus, and I had a bit of time to wait. I talked to a guy as I waited. I don't remember much of what we talked about, but he said that I was handsome. I started to get the impression that he wanted to do something sexual. Then he asked if I wanted to suck his dick. I was uncertain at first about sucking him in the restroom, but there were not many people there. He talked me into going with him into the handicapped stall with him. I sat on the toilet and he pulled his cock out of his pants. I sucked it until he shot his load in my mouth. He wanted to get together and go to his hotel room across the street, but I could not make it back downtown that day. There was a mall where there was activity in the restroom. Once I caught the eye of a chubby guy in gym shorts, and I followed him into one of the more secluded restrooms. He pulled his cock out of the bottom of his shorts. His cock was somewhat small, but it was a good size. It hit the top of my throat, and his balls hit my chin. I love it when that happens. He thanked me after he came in my mouth, and I thanked him. I always appreciate a nice load of cum. There was one guy I would see sometimes in the restroom. He would be masturbating in a stall, but he would not let me suck him. Then one day he wanted me to rim him. We both got on the floor and I rimmed him as we both jerked off, His hole was clean. We both shot big loads. I would have liked to swallow his, but it was still hot. The last time I was fucked was about eleven years ago. I tried a sex line I had used to hook up with guys before. He had a small cock, and he was able to get it in my hole. He was a young, cute guy. He was a young, sexy  man from Puerto Rico. I would have likes to suck him, but he was only interested in fucking me. I told him that I wanted to see him cum,  but he had already shot into the condom he was wearing. I never heard from him again though. There was a man I would sometimes see in the mall I mentioned above. He would want to go to a park for me to suck him. There was a walking trail, and we would walk a little off of the trail and he would pull his cock and balls out. He liked to have his balls licked. I love doing that too. He always gave me a nice load. I never knew when I was going to see him. I enjoy the risk getting caught sucking cock, and I definitely like to be watched giving a blow job.

The Queers: Love Songs for the Retarded

The Queers is a band that would be offensive if their lyrics were not so purposefully dumb. They are a straight punk band who has put out a lot of fun music. Mostly their songs are very short. That is not unusual with punk bands. If you are looking for intellectual stimulation with your punk music, look elsewhere. If you want mindless, fun punk music. That is what The Queers are good at. My favorites on this CD are "Fuck the World," "I Can't Stop Farting," "HI Mom, It's Me," "Noodlebrain," Teenage Bonehead," and "Granola-Head." They poke fun at everybody including themselves. I have a DVD with footage of some of their concerts. Musically they play a kind of punk music I really enjoy. Loud, fast, energetic, funny and fun. I wish I could have seen them in their early days in a small venue with good beer.

Making the Most of My Current Situation (Adult Content)

I am still not particularly happy with my current situation, but I am making the best of it that I can. I have learned to accept more about who I am. Personal growth does not stop at a certain age hopefully. I have never felt completely masculine, but I would not say that I am feminine. I recently learned the word that mostly fits, qenderqueer. Some things about me are neither masculine or feminine, sort of neuter. The term neuter has too clinical sound to me. Being submissive to me is not a feminine trait, nor is it a masculine one. Why do we feel the need to identify personality traits as masculine or feminine. Some traits are neither. Being the one in control is neither feminine nor masculine. It is just a role that fits some people more than others. As I mentioned before I enjoy wearing clothing that is considered masculine; jock straps, work boots. I would enjoy wearing chaps. I also enjoy wearing clothing considered feminine, lace underwear, camisoles. I would enjoy wearing high heels, but they hurt the balls of my feet too much. I would enjoy wearing clothes that I do not think of as either but are considered masculine; leather vests, harnesses, and pants. I enjoy wearing a collar. I do not think of that as masculine or feminine.

I tend to be attracted to men who are masculine, but that covers a wide spectrum. Men who are hairy with beards are sexy to me, but I a am also attracted to men with shaved heads without beards. A man with a shaved head and a beard can be very sexy too. I am attracted to men who are chubby and hairy and to men who are slender and smooth skinned or men who are chubby and smooth skinned and men who are slender and hairy. Men who are muscular can be hot. I like men with tattoos and piercings and men without them. What turns me on most in a man is how comfortable he is with being who he is. (I am not saying that this is not important for women, because it is good for people of all gender identities to feel comfortable with who they are. I am mentioning men [I include those, who like myself identify as genderqueer.] because it is to men that I am attracted for sex and hopefully a love relationship.)

Enjoying sucking cock is not masculine or feminine. It just is one of my characteristics. Being penetrated anally is the same. There are men who are not gay who enjoy having things inserted into their anuses to have their prostates massaged. There are gay men who do not enjoy this. I am one of those. It hurts too much for me. I am not saying this is a permanent state, but I have not met a man who can relax me enough to loosen up enough to enjoy being fucked in the ass. I do enjoy fucking a man in the ass.

It would be a turn on for me to get together with a man who is dressed in leather pants and jacket or vest and other leather accessories and to discover when he undresses that he is wearing lace panties underneath.

I continue to discover more things about myself, and I continue to grow more content with who I am. If I cannot be make myself in all circumstances no one else can make me happy in any circumstances.

The French Language Will Always Be Special to Me

As much as I love other languages French will always be special to me, because it is the first foreign
language that I learned. Studying French in school definitely changed the direction of my life. Before getting interested in languages I had planned on going into Christian Ministry. I know that that would not have been an easy road. At that time I did not know anything about gay-affirming Christian churches. When I started studying French I discovered something I was good at and enjoyed. It was like discovering a part of myself that I did not know was there. I would like to have someone in my life with whom I can share my love for languages. I cannot think of myself as a citizen of one country but of several countries including France, Ukraine, Poland, Slovenia, Slovakia, Czech Republic, etc. This may sound trite, but it is true.

Autant que je aime d'autres langues française sera toujours spécial pour moi, parce que ce est la première langue étrangère que je ai appris. Étudier le français à l'école définitivement changé la direction de ma vie. Avant de se intéresser à des langues que je avais prévu d'aller dans le ministère chrétien. Je sais que cela ne aurait pas été un chemin facile. À cette époque, je ne savais rien sur les églises chrétiennes gay-affirmer. Quand je ai commencé à étudier le français, je ai découvert quelque chose que je étais bon et apprécié. Ce était comme découvrir une partie de moi-même que je ne savais pas était là. Je aimerais avoir quelqu'un dans ma vie avec qui je peux partager mon amour pour les langues. Je ne peux pas me considère comme un citoyen d'un pays, mais de plusieurs pays dont la France, l'Ukraine, la Pologne, Slovénie, Slovaquie, République tchèque, etc. Cela peut sembler banal, mais c'est vrai.

Tak jak ja kocham inne języki francuski zawsze będzie dla mnie wyjątkowy, ponieważ jest to pierwszy język obcy, że dowiedziałem. Studiowanie francuskiego w szkole na pewno zmienił kierunek mojego życia. Przed uzyskaniem zainteresowany językach ja planowaliśmy pojechać do Ministerstwa chrześcijańskiej. Wiem, że to nie byłoby łatwe drogi. W tym czasie nie miałem nic na temat gejów potwierdzając kościołów chrześcijańskich wiedzą. Kiedy zacząłem studiować francuski odkryłem coś byłem dobry i cieszył. To było jak odkrywanie część siebie, że nie wiedział, był tam. Chciałbym, aby ktoś w moim życiu, z którymi mogę podzielić się moją miłość do języków. Nie mogę myśleć o sobie jako obywatel jednego kraju, ale z kilku krajów, w tym Francji, Ukrainy, Polski, Słowenii, Słowacji, Czech, itp Może to brzmieć banalnie, ale to prawda.

Uncut Member Only

"Uncut Member Only" is an Italian movie that features Franco Trentalance's crotch. For almost all of the film the camera is focused on his naked crotch. We see his cock hard and soft. While on vacation with his fiancee he had an accident and fractured his pelvis and leg. He had fallen off a deck at the beach, and his fiancee has disappeared. The police think he killed her. He has just gotten out of the hospital. He thinks that she has dumped him. He keeps trying to hook with a woman, but things do not work out. The first woman he calls is in London. One comes to see him, but she has a tennis player boyfriend with her. She eventually shows up without the boyfriend, but says that she does not want to betray him. She teases Ciccio, and out of frustration he calls the tennis player and tells him that his girlfriend is there. This turns out not to be a good idea. Another woman likes to have her "bongos" played. (Having her ass lightly spanked.) Another likes to have her radio knobs (her nipples) adjusted. (I would like to do that with a man.) He talks about popping corks. (finger fucking, another fun activity with a man.) A friend shows up. Her grandmother had recently been killed when a cement truck accidentally covered her with cement. While she is talking Ciccio is playing with himself. She is wearing sunglasses, and Ciccio uses them and a cigarette to make his crotch look like a face. She says that she is a virgin and will remain so until she is married. He is about to fuck another, but she wants him to do so without a condom. She reveals that she wants to get pregnant. He throws her out of bed. A nurse comes to check on him. As they are talking the nurse takes off his clothes and tries to convince Ciccio to let him give him a blow job. This doesn't happen. (unfortunately) One woman has taken a pill that makes her pass out mid blowjob. The police show up while she is out, and he moves her under the bed clothes. While the police officer is talking to him she revives. She crawls out and says that she likes women in uniform. A woman calls claiming to have dialed the wrong number. He reads to her a couple of stories that he has written. They combine sex and violence. He also plays with a vacuum cleaner. There is a noose in his room, but it is never explained why. It is a funny, sexy movie.  It is fun to see the skin on his scrotum move as his cock hardens and softens. The order of the things may mixed up here.

Slovenska zastava shirt v Česko hokej Jersey. Vesel sem, (Slovinský T-Shirt a český hokej Jersey. Jsem šťastná.)

This was my first purchase from eBay. This photo does not show the image of the flag well enough. Slovenia is a beautiful country that I want to visit. I have added s Slovene-English dictionary to my Amazon.com wishlist. I have a photo that shows the t-shirt better, but I look too silly in it.

To je bil moj prvi nakup iz eBay. Ta fotografija ne kaže podobe zastave dovolj dobro. Slovenija je lepa dežela, da želim obiskati. Sem dodal ov slovar Slovensko-angleški mojemu Amazon.com seznam želja. Imam fotografijo, ki prikazuje t-shirt bolje, vendar sem videti preveč neumno v njem.

Here is the Czech Hockey Jersey. It just arrived today. I am happy with it. I am waiting for a Russian one, a Soviet one and a Ukrainian one. Included with the jersey were come Hockey cards from 2003. I need to put them in a safe place where they will not be damaged. maybe some day I will be able to see a hockey match in Prague, Ljubljana, Bratislava, Odessa, Warsaw and /or Moscow.

Zde je český hokej Jersey. Je to právě dorazil dnes. Jsem spokojený s tím. Čekám na ruské jedno, sovětského jeden a ukrajinská. Součástí dres přišli Hokejové karty z roku 2003. Musím se dát je na bezpečném místě, kde nebudou poškozeny. Možná jednoho dne budu moci vidět hokejovém utkání v Praze, Lublani, Bratislavě, Varšavě, Oděse a / nebo v Moskvě.

Another Kinky Post

When I was living in another city I met a man through a watersports website. I saw him a couple of times. He stopped by a couple of times to pee, and I was his urinal. He was surprised that I was able to swallow every drop. He peed a lot both times, and it had a nice, strong taste. He apologized for the strong time, but I said that I liked it that way. I would continue to suck him after he finished pissing. He got hard both times, but he only came the first time. He wanted to pull my cock out while I was taking care of him, because he wanted to be sure that I was enjoying it too. I did not see him again. He entered into a relationship. He later wanted to get together again, but I had moved to Kansas. I would like to see him again. He is a very handsome man with yummy piss and cum, a good kisses too. There was a married man I met through the same site. We had fun, but something was missing. I am not sure what it was, we would play in the tub. We would pee in and on each other. At least he peed in my mouth after he came in it. He went to bath houses often where he had sex with multiple men. I did have fun with him. He wanted me to give him golden showers, and I enjoyed drinking his piss and swallowing his cum. We did snowball one time. I came in his mouth, and we kissed and he passed my cum back into my mouth. That was hot. Another hot time I had sucking cock was with a man who was watching TV as I sucked him. He gave me little attention, but he did shoot a nice load in my mouth. He gave me his phone number, but I threw it away. Later I sort of wished I had kept it, but with him once was enough. I will write later some more about some restroom action.