Loosening up my Writing Style

I'm trying to loosen up my writing style, but it isn't easy. Just using contractions is a bigger step for me than most people might think. I was influenced by perfectionists, my father and a few teachers. I should have gotten over that by now. I don't want this blog to be too formal. Using profanity was another part of loosening up in writing and in talking. I still do use it sparingly and with variety. Overuse of one word or expression can be fucking boring. Sometimes I bore myself when I am writing it. I am starting to enjoy writing more. There are limits as to how far I will go. I still don't use the word "ain't." I hope I don't bore the people reading it as much as I do myself.