I wish I was better at finding practical ways to get out of the situation I am in. Waiting for others to help me is not going to get me anywhere. Other people have their own lives to deal with. It seems that sometimes things like looking for a job are difficult for me. I need to build up my self confidence. I also want to be in a situation where I have time to devote to the things that are important to me...things like learning languages and learning about other countries. I am worn out by my job. I wish I knew how to find a job where I can use my brain as much as I do my muscles. I know that have the capacity for learning languages. I can fantasize about traveling around Europe sucking cocks and learning languages, but until I find a practical way to get out of my current situation these remain only fantasies. Perhaps I need to get involved somehow in an international group fighting for LGBTQ rights. This is important to me, but I also have to be able to support myself financially at the same time. I also need to be more focused in my writing. I do enjoy writing rambling posts, but I do not know if people enjoy reading them.
I need to get my birth certificate changed and get a new passport as soon as possible. Without a passport I cannot travel around Europe giving pleasure to men. I know it will probably never happen, but I would like to be an international Jake Cruise...well I would like to be a bit more kinky. Would it be possible to be an international, kinky slut and an advocate for international LGBTQ rights? I need to look further into how to get more involved in the international struggle. If anybody has any ideas about how to do this I am open to all practical solutions.
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