All People, Including Me, Are Worthy of Love (Brief Adult Content)

Over the years it has been easy to find men who want to have sex with me, but it has been hard to find a man who wants to have a long-term relationship with me. At times I have wondered what was wrong with me that made other men think that I was only good enough for an occasional blowjob. For too long I let this affect my self esteem. I know that I deserve a loving, healthy relationship. I am not talking about the casual encounters that I had in the past. I knew that those would not lead to a relationship. I am talking about friends I for whom I was mostly a guilty pleasure. To some degree I started to think of myself as "not good enough." I tell other people that we are all worthy of love, but I tend to forget that it is true about myself as well. I know that I am far from perfect, but I am worthy of love. If it is meant to be a relationship that is developing may become the real thing.