Another Post About My Awesome Best Friend

I don't think that my best friend truly knows how much he has helped me

 It is just because he helps me pay rent and buy food. He has helped me build my self confidence. He has helped me to be sure that I eat enough. He thinks that I have a crush on him. I don't know if that is true. I would not want anything to harm our friendship. I know that I cannot make him happy in ways that a woman could

 I really want to see him happy. I would love to see him find the right woman who will love him and not hurt him. I do not tolerate anyone hurting him, and he would not put up with anyone hurting me. When he is down I feel down, and I am happy when he is happy. Fortunately he is not perfect, because if he were he would not want to be around me. I know that we will not be together for the rest of our lives. It will hurt when we have to go in separate ways, but I believe we will still be friends. He knows that I would do anything that I can for him. He is awesome.

Short random post

I started a new temp job. I am getting more hours than I did at the brewery. I did not want to leave the brewery, but I was not making enough money there. I miss the people with whom I worked there. My new job is in packaging.

I met a gay friend of my straight roommate. He came for a visit. I would like to get to know him better, but I do not know if I can trust him. He alternated between a nice guy and being a complete ass.

I will continue to be a loyal friend to my roommate. I totally trust him. He is an awesome guy. Communication between us keeps getting better.

I have lost weight I now weigh 125 pounds (about 57 kg).

I have been having fun with Tina.

5/9/17

I am still looking for a full-time job. I wish it was noty so hard for me to find a job. I have been more successful finding jobs through temp agencies. I have been working a temp job for over a year, but I need a job where I work more hours. I like the job I have and the people with whom I work, but I need to make more money.

I have been spending time with the friends I mentioned in recent posts. They have helped me a lot lately. This is especially true of my roommate. I hope we can find a larger place soon. We both need more privacy. I love spending time with, but we both need to have time to ourselves. We help each other, and I hope that we can be friends for a long time.

I have not been sucking much cock lately, and I miss doing that. On the other hand I am very happy that I am spending less time alone, and I am spending time with people with whom I can talk openly without having to hide anything.

There are times when I go for two or three days with about two or three hours of sleep.