Random Shit...some involving urine

I may be have been acting childish lately, but I was acting on my feelings. I was not able to go to my church for almost a year without hearing from anyone. I went back to the church, and people were encouraged to reach out to those who were absent so that they would know that they were missed. I do not feel very welcome sometimes. I do not know if anyone at the church reads my blog. If they are reading it I understand why they don't miss me. I am not going to apologize for being a cock-sucking, cum-swallowing, piss-drinking slut. I struggle with faith. I pray, but there are things in the Bible that do not make sense to me.

A very good friend (One with benefits) lost his job. He is depressed. I wish I could help him. He has helped me a lot. He said he does not want me to contact him until he figures some things out. I love sucking, and he is great at giving head. I love other things about him. I have fun with him with or without alcohol and drugs. I want to make him feel good in every way that I can.

How the fuck is Donald Trump getting away with the shit that he has done and continues to do? The political system in the USA needs to be replaced.

This week I drank a 4 Loko (12 or 14% alcohol) with a friend in the parking lot of a hospital. We had one before that at my home. On the way to the hospital we went into a convenience store restroom where he pissed in my mouth. He said that felt weird to pee in my mouth. He pissed into the toilet, and I drank his pee like I was drinking from a water fountain. I liked the idea of having a little of his urine in my facial hair.

I hope that I get to suck some cock soon.

samedi 13/5/2017 14:50

I hope that I work more next week. I worked two days this week. Things may be moving in the right direction. I was asked what size t-shirt I want. I hope they hire me as a full-time employee. The job helps me to be in good physical shape.

I have not heard from a special friend. He is going through a hard time. I wish I could help him. We had a hot time the other night. I love pleasing him, and he is very good at giving head. He is one of the few men who have been able to make me cum from sucking me.

I am going to look for the men who want me to suck them. I am especially going to look for a friend who has slept in my bed a couple of times. He is sweet, and his cum is tasty. The frist time that I saw him I wanted to get my mouth on his cock.

I will write soon about some books that I read recently.

J'ai recommencé à rêver en français.

16:10 I need something hard to suck

I think that I need to find a new job fast. One week I work enough hours, but the next I work less than eight hours. They say that they want me to be trained on new tasks, but then they don't need me to work. I need to have enough money to pay my rent and to eat. I do not want to depend on food stamps to eat. I know that things will work out, but I don't want to end up living on the streets.

The other day there were at least four men who wanted me to suck their cocks. I sucked two of them. I sucked one guy for about three hours. I got a nice mouth load of his cum. I did not get much sleep that night, but I don't mind. Maybe I will be able to suck the other guys and more guys soon.

5/5/17 15:06

It looks like I may be hired on at the company where I am working as a temp. I need to be do some more training. I don't mind doing that. I like the atmosphere and most of the people working there. I like most of the beers that they brew.My favorites are not available all of the time. I like the dark, rich ones. There are some really good ones brewed in bourbon barrels. My Favorites are Sexual Chocolate and Dead and Berried. They make a very good sour too.

I have been getting cock at least once a week. YUM!

A friend is back in town, but we have not been to see each other much.

I wish I had something on which I could listen to my Russian, French and German music and watch DVDs.