A Very Short Post, Some Day I will have time to write longer posts

I will soon have a home, and I am looking forward to that. I try not to be too attached to material possessions, but I would still like to have shelves where I could put all of my books, CDs and DVDs. I would like to be able to put all of my photos and other works of art in frames on walls. I look forward to being able to walk around my own home without having to wear clothes. I would love to live with a man who will have me on my knees whenever he wants a blow job or needs to pee. I also want to give him a tongue bath whenever he wants. Just thinking about doing those things is making my cock hard. I just hope my erection does not show too much. I am in a public library...*winks*

Four More Books

These are four books which I read during the past week. I am writing about them in the order in which I read them. I had not read any books by the authors of these books.

I had seen Maeve Binchy's name prior to reading A Week in Winter, her last book. She died shortly she finished writing this novel. Mostly it takes place in a town on the Atlantic Coast of Ireland. The story centers around a woman from this town who, against her family's wishes, travels to the USA with a man whom she meets while he is travelling in Ireland. She hides from her family what happened to her during her stay in the USA. She returns to Ireland and turns an estate into an inn. We are given the background stories of the first guests at this inn and the stories of their stay at the inn. There are visitors from USA, Sweden, England and Ireland. There are other characters from the town where the inn is located. The main theme of the book seems to be fulfilling one's own destiny instead of doing what other people think that one should do with one's life. It is a delightful life.

I had heard of Mickey Spillane and his character Mike Hammer for many years, but I had not been interested in reading his novels, but I found this book, The Killing Man. I thought I would give his books a chance. I must admit that I did not have high expectations. I did enjoy the book more than I thought I would. I am not sure if I will read any more of his books. At times the descriptions seemed melodramatic. There were some unexpected twists in the plots, but the writing at times seemed formulaic. It is good light reading, but it is not what I find completely satisfying.

Good Talk Dad: The Birds and the Bees...and Other Conversations We Forgot to Have is a mildly amusing book by Bill Geist and Willie Geist, father and son journalists and TV personalities. There are some laughs here. I can relate to their stories somewhat. There are some things that remind me of my relationship with my own father, but mostly it is outside of my realm of experience. I think that many people would find things here to which they can relate.

Warriors Don't Cry is a moving book written by Melba Pattillo Beals. SHe was one of nine African American students in Little Rock, Arkansas who were chosen to integrate the city's Central High School. I find it hard to imagine how they could be treated as they were by the white students and their parents. They were attacked physically and verbally. They showed great bravery during this ordeal. It is a story that is well worth reading. No one should ever be treated in the manner in which they were treated, and we need to make sure that no one is ever again treated in this way.

A Post for 14:52, 25/2/2017

I worked four days this week, but I will not work any next week. I need the money, but I will be able to do some things that I need to do. A special friend has gone into a rehab facility. I do nope that he will get the help that he needs. He means a lot to me. I know that I love him more than he loves me, but I accept that. I would so anything that I can for him. I definitely want him to stay from needles. He could have lost one of his arms because of an abscess. I do not want to lose him. He speaks of going to school. Some people have turned their backs on him because of some things that he has done, but I will not give up on him. None of us is perfect. I want to see him happy and healthy.

I want to find someone who will want me to have sex only with him. I would like for that to be the man who was going to be my Master. He says he may have lost interest in that, but I hope that I can revive his interest. I have played someone else, but I would be happiest if he told me to be only his and not to have sex with anyone else. It would be difficult for me, but I want to be faithful to the right man.

Some Men in My Life

It looks like I will be moving into a new home soon. I hope I get to work more at the job that I have or find a new job. I do not want to end up living on the street. If I do not make more money that is a real possibility. I do have a possible relationship if my Master has really lost interest in having me as a sex slave. I hope that he wants to keep me. I have wanted to have a Master. I still have my special friend, but I know that I love him more than he loves me. He is straight. I will still love him even if I never get to taste his cock, cum and pee again. No matter what I want good things for him. I am getting to know another guy. I think that we will have fun together. He is a cute, intelligent guy. Another guy wants to have fun with me. There is another guy whose cock I have sucked a few times, but that is not going to happen again. He has insulted me too many times. Something will work out.

A Sunday Afternoon Post

It looks like there are going to be some major changes in my life soon. I will be moving into a basement apartment soon. I will probably need to find a new job very soon if I do not get to work more hours at my current job. I am trying not to fall in love with a close friend. He knows that he can talk me into giving him more money than I can afford to give. I do not blame him. I am as much to blame for this. I know that he has sex with other men who give him money. I am a bit hurt that he promises to let me suck him without doing so. I think that he does not want to hurt our friendship, but it does hurt that he does it with others not me. I still love him without the sex. I do want him to be healthy and happy. I just have to remember to take care of myself too. As hard as it is for me to believe, a guy who is younger than I may be willing to pay me to suck him.

"The Bazaar of Bad Dreams" by Stephen King

I recently read The Bazaar of Bad Dreams:Stories by Stephen King. There were a few stories in this collection that I really enjoyed. "Bad Little Kid" and "Cookie Jar" are among those. There are some stories with vague endings, and these are among the better ones. "Mile 81," a story about a monster car, is one of the less successful. There is a reference to the movie "Christine" in this story. That film was based on a novel by Mr. King. Years ago I read Carrie by the same author. I liked that book, but I am not intrigued enough by his writing to read his longer books. To me his writing lacks the bite that I find in the writing of Clive Barker. It is like reading a light beer when a rich, dark stout is available. I will pick the stout every time.

The Radicalism of the American Revolution by Gordon S. Wood

It is easy to see that The Radicalism of the American Revolution was written by a conservative. According to the author British citizens, including those in their American colonies, enjoyed greater freedom than citizens of European countries. This may have been true, but, according to this book, they did not enjoy very much freedom. Only white males who owned land were allowed to participate in any form of politics. In regards to elections in the United States it is interesting that there is no mention of the Electoral College in this book. I think that this is something that should have been included. The author also says that at the time that he wrote the book that almost all U.S. adult citizens were able to find employment. The book was published in1991. I know that at that time I was having difficulty finding a job, and I knew other people who had the same problem. Also, the author ignores the religious persecution that had happened in Great Britain before the revolution. There may have been more religious freedom than there was in other countries, but there are many recorded cases of that religious persecution, especially against Roman Catholics. This is an interesting book, but it definitely has a conservative slant.

This book won the Pulitzer Prize. The Denial of Death by Ernest Becker was another winner of the same prize. These books and other winners of the same prize make me want to avoid books that win the same prize.

En extremely brief post

I will try to write something interesting soon, but I am not feeling well. My brain seems to have gone on strike, My posts have all been too similar to each other. I will be in top form soon I hope.

A Kinky Sore-Throat Remedy

I have a sore throat. I think if I could get one of my special friends would pee in my mouth it would help make it feel better. I know that I would enjoy it anyway. They would enjoy it too. It would be more fun than the usual cold remedies. The perfect thing would be pee then cum then more pee. One of my fantasies is to be shopping with someone who would take me into a dressing room or restroom and use me as his urinal and cum dump. This would be particularly fun if at least one other person was watching. I may have to settle for a cup of coffee at lunch. I need to please one of my three special friends soon.

Don't Try to Stick Anything Down My Throat. I Prefer Being Able to Use My Tongue.

There is a guy whose cock I have sucked a few times, and now he wants to act like he owns me.He has insulted me too many times. I do to be submissive to the right men, but I do not want to be insulted. It takes more than for a man to fuck my face for him to claim ownership. He just wants to stick his cock down my throat, and that is not enjoyable for me. I prefer to give a man a full treatment with my mouth and tongue and to build up good suction. I do have someone special who likes for me to chew on his cock. He is the first man I have known who wanted me to use me to use my teeth on his cock. I also like to please all of a man's body with my tongue and hands. Being submissive does not mean that I do not have self esteem. There are three men here to whom I would love to be obedient, but two of them are definitely more important. The guy I mentioned above is not one of them. I may not suck him off again. One of the two is my Master. I probably love the other more than he loves me, but I don't mind. Both of these men know how to make me feel good. I know how to make them feel good too.

I Do not Do "Special Favors" for Just Anybody

I was approached by a cute guy who said that he had heard that I did "special favors." He had heard that I gave someone money to suck his cock. He was trying to get me to do it with him instead. I do give a friend money, but I do not really give him money for sex. I have only had his cock in my mouth four times. The first time he did not cum or pee. The second and fourth time he did pee in my mouth. The third time he was not able to pee. I would give him money if I did not think that I would be able to get his cock in my mouth. I probably love him more that than he loves me. Anyway, this new guy said that he has a banana-sized cock. It takes more than a big cock to make me want to pay a guy to give  him a blow job. I only give money to one man. Soon I will be paying rent, so I will be giving two men money. This new guy told me to look for him when I have money. I will only look for one guy to give him money. If he wants me to give him money for sex he has to at least pretend that he likes me some. There are two men whom I really love, and there are two guys with whom I would like to play. Also if I just wanted a big dick there are men with big cocks to whom I can give blow jobs free. I do admit that I am tempted by the new guy, but I love my other friend too much to give into that temptation.

A straight friend showed me his cock a few weeks ago, but he swears that he would not show his cock to another man. I would not have tried to look at his cock for two reasons. The first is that I would not want him to think that I was trying to make a move on him. The second is that I would not want to look at it if I was not going to be able to suck it. Another time the same friend reached into the front pockets of my jeans. He said he was looking for change. The back of one of his hands brushed against my cock. He joked about my liking that. I think that he was only joking around.

I will be glad when I move into my new home and I am able to please my Master more often. I will have cum and pee more frequently. I will also be happy to have a home.

Donald Trump and Vladimir Putin and the people of both countries, Дональд Трамп и Владимир Путин и народ обеих стран

Many people in the USA do not support Trump and do not want the rest of the world to think that his supporters speak for the rest of us. The same thing can be said about Russia and Putin. The actions of a country's leader do not necessarily represent the feelings of everybody in that country. People in the USA and Russia are not as different from each other as some politicians want us to believe. If people from different countries got to know each other better we would get along better as long as we approach other with open minds. The boundaries between countries are artificial. They separate people, and this is not necessary.

Многие люди в США не поддерживают Трампа и не хотят, чтобы весь остальной мир, чтобы думать, что его сторонники говорят для остальной части нас. То же самое можно сказать и о России и Путине. Действия лидера страны не обязательно отражают чувства всех в этой стране. Люди в США и России не так отличаются друг от друга, как некоторые политики хотят, чтобы мы поверили. Если люди из разных стран должны лучше друг друга знают, что мы бы лучше ладить до тех пор, как мы подходим к другой с открытыми умами. Границы между странами являются искусственными. Они отделяют людей, и это не является необходимым.

Багато людей в США не підтримують Трампа і не хочуть, щоб увесь інший світ, щоб думати, що його прихильники кажуть для решти нас. Те ж саме можна сказати і про Росію і Путіна. Дії лідера країни не обов'язково відображають почуття всіх в цій країні. Люди в США і Росії не так відрізняються один від одного, як деякі політики хочуть, щоб ми повірили. Якщо люди з різних країн повинні краще один одного знають, що ми б краще жити до тих пір, як ми підходимо до іншої з відкритими умами. Межі між країнами є штучними. Вони відокремлюють людей, і це не є необхідним.

Beaucoup de gens aux USA ne soutiennent pas Trump et ne veulent pas que le reste du monde pense que ses partisans parlent pour le reste d'entre nous. On peut dire la même chose de la Russie et de Poutine. Les actions du chef d'un pays ne représentent pas nécessairement les sentiments de tout le monde dans ce pays. Les gens aux Etats-Unis et en Russie ne sont pas aussi différents les uns des autres que certains politiciens veulent nous faire croire. Si des gens de différents pays se connaissaient mieux, nous nous entendrions mieux tant que nous approchions d'autres personnes ouvertes. Les frontières entre pays sont artificielles. Ils séparent les gens, ce qui n'est pas nécessaire.

Viele Leute in den USA unterstützen Trump nicht und wollen nicht, dass der Rest der Welt denkt, dass seine Unterstützer für den Rest von uns sprechen. Dasselbe kann man über Rußland und Putin sagen. Die Handlungen des Führers eines Landes stellen nicht notwendigerweise die Gefühle aller Menschen in diesem Land dar. Die Menschen in den USA und Russland sind nicht so unterschiedlich, wie manche Politiker glauben wollen. Wenn Menschen aus verschiedenen Ländern einander besser kennen gelernt hätten, würden wir uns besser verstehen, solange wir uns mit offenen Köpfen anderen nähern. Die Grenzen zwischen den Ländern sind künstlich. Sie trennen die Menschen, und das ist nicht nötig.

Mnoho ľudí v USA nepodporujú Trumpa a nechcú zvyšok sveta, aby si myslia, že jeho stúpenci hovoria pre nás ostatných. To isté možno povedať o Rusko a Putin. Pôsobenie vodcu danej krajiny nemusia nutne predstavovať pocity každého v tejto krajine. Ľudia v USA a Ruska nie sú tak odlišné od seba navzájom, ako niektorí politici chcú, aby sme verili. Ak sa ľudia z rôznych krajín dostal do navzájom lepšie spoznali by sme si spolu lepšie tak dlho, ako sa blížime druhá s otvorenou mysľou. Hranice medzi jednotlivými krajinami sú umelé. Rozdeľovať ľudí, a to nie je nutné.

Post at 16:04 5/2/16

A sweet friend gave me a ring last week. I do not get to see him often. I would happily play around with him, but I do not think that we will be able to do that. I am wearing the ring on the little finger of my right hand. I lost my gloves, and he gave me a pair that he had. I enjoy spending time with him.

I wrote before about a friendship that seems to have ended. Once he said that no one would like me if I was not hanging out with him. He would want me to stand around and wait for him while he talked to other friends and ignored me. He was sweet at first, but he seemed to get jealous of another friend. I still miss him. I worry about him because of some of the things that he does.

I still have some other good friends that I met on the street. They accept me as I am. I feel relaxed around them. I cannot see them often because of the cold weather, but I know that they are still good friends. They al know that I suck cock, and some of them might let me such theirs.

A Post with Some KInk

I won't be able to play around in a hotel room with my friend until I am not staying at the homeless shelter. I cannot stay out overnight. There is another guy who may let me suck his cock and swallow his cum and pee. He might even spank me. I hope so. I have not been able to see my friend who uses me as a urinal much lately. He does not come out much when it is cold. I won't be able to please my Master until his house is finished later this month. I would love to be used by all three of them in the same place as a cum dump and urinal, but I know that at least one of them wants me to be his alone.

It seems that I have lost the friendship of one man whom I loved. He became jealous of another friend. He said that he only wanted to be friends, but I think that he just wanted me to spend money on him. He started putting me down. He wanted me to wait around while he talked to other friends while he ignored. The guys mentioned above are kind to me. I don't need people who put me down.

Rumors (Adult COntent)

I have heard some rumors that are being spread about me. I am not upset about the rumors, but I do not want the other person included in the rumors to be upset by the rumors. Someone has been telling people that we are in a relationship, but we are really just friends. People are also saying that I pay him for him to let me drink his urine. I do drink his urine, and I give him money. I do not pay him for this. If he wants people to know that I drink his pee I do not mind. I am turned on by the idea of people knowing this. I would even enjoy drink his pee in front of someone else. I am the sex slave of someone else, but I would still do anything that this guy if I can.

I hope to have a home in a basement dungeon soon.

Another Update with a Boring Title

I have not been working much lately. I hope that this does not continue long. I am trying not to spend too much time alone, because I am feeling depressed at times. I know that things will get better. I am not going to give up. A hard cock in my mouth would be a temporary solution, but I would enjoy it. I would love to get some cum and urine.

Ich habe nicht viel in letzter Zeit gearbeitet. Ich hoffe, dass dies nicht lange dauert. Ich versuche, nicht zu viel Zeit allein zu verbringen, weil ich mich manchmal deprimiert fühle. Ich weiß, dass es besser wird. Ich werde nicht aufgeben. Ein harter Schwanz in meinem Mund wäre eine vorübergehende Lösung, aber ich würde es genießen. Ich würde gerne Sperma und Urin bekommen.

Я не работал много в последнее время. Я надеюсь, что это не продолжается долго. Я стараюсь не тратить слишком много времени в одиночестве, потому что я чувствую себя подавленным в разы. Я знаю, что все изменится к лучшему. Я не собираюсь сдаваться. Жесткий петух в моем рту будет временным решением, но я бы наслаждаться этим. Я хотел бы получить некоторую сперму и мочу.

Я не працював багато останнім часом. Я сподіваюся, що це не триває довго. Я намагаюся не витрачати занадто багато часу на самоті, тому що я відчуваю себе пригніченим в рази. Я знаю, що все зміниться на краще. Я не збираюся здаватися. Жорсткий півень в моєму роті буде тимчасовим рішенням, але я б насолоджуватися цим. Я хотів би отримати деяку сперму і сечу.

Nebol som pracoval veľa v poslednej dobe. Dúfam, že to nebude pokračovať dlho. Snažím nie tráviť príliš veľa času sám, pretože mám pocit depresie občas. Viem, že to bude lepšie. Nemienim sa vzdať. Tvrdý penis do pusy by bolo dočasným riešením, ale ja by som to baví. Bol by som rád, aby sa trochu spermie a moč.

Nebyl jsem pracoval hodně v poslední době. Doufám, že to nebude pokračovat dlouho. Snažím ne trávit příliš mnoho času sám, protože mám pocit deprese občas. Vím, že to bude lepší. Nehodlám se vzdát. Tvrdý penis do pusy by bylo dočasným řešením, ale já bych to baví. Byl bych rád, aby se trochu sperma a moč.