16:20 29/4/2017

I had a good week this week. I hope that I will be able to work more though. I worked two days this week. Those days went well. It is not the most interesting job, but I like the people with whom I work.

Yesterday I wore my t-shirt that has "Buddhist Atheist" on the front. I understand the views of Buddhists and atheists. I struggle with faith. I believe in being open to differing views on religion. Many Christians think that one has to be a Christian to be a good person. I completely disagree with this point of view. I know some very good people who are atheists. I also know some open-minded Christians. I also like to wear that shirt to remind people that not everybody has the same views that they do.

I had three cocks in my mouth this week. I got loads of cum from two of them, and I swallowed pee from one of them.

I had some very good beer this week. I tried a sour last week. I liked it a lot. One of the things that I like about the place where I work is that they make some very good beer.

I also smoked some very good weed the other night.

I hope I get to suck cock more soon.

Random Shit

I have been spending more time with friends, at work and at church lately. In ways going to church is like a step back in time, because people there still call me Bruce which is the name that I used before I had my first name changed. I have not given up on faith completely, but I still have struggles with it. I pray, but there are contradictions in the Bible that bother me. I know that most of the people at my church would not like some of the things that I do with friends. I have had played sexually with some of my friends. I have had threesomes with a couple of my friends. I smoked something (not pot or tobacco) with a friend yesterday, and he pissed in my mouth. We drank some beer in a park too. That was a lot of fun. I do not want to be addicted to anything other than cock, so I will have to be careful. I also need to be careful not to spend  too much money on drugs. Work is going well, but I hope that I will be able to work more hours.

Thinking about what I did with my young friend is making me horny. I hope I can play with the friends with whom I had the threesomes. I would like to play with them together and separately.

I need to get a working computer soon, until then I will try to post on my phone.

A post with adult content for 20/4/17

I moved into my new home, but I do not have a working computer at home yet. I have been working more most weeks, but I still need to make more money. I am happy to be able to sleep in a king-size bed. I hope that I will be able to share my bed with someone from time to time. I have been able to please someone special lately. It is nice to be closer to him. I know how to please him orally. A couple of times after sucking him off I had a threesome with a couple of other friends. Both of them have been able to make me cum when they suck me. Only one other man had been able to do that previously. If things go as planned I will be able to play with them more frequently. One of them is older than I, and the other is younger. We usually kiss, suck and fuck. I hope that I will be able to have one-on-one time with both of them too.

I have another friend with whom I want to play in my bed. We played in a public restroom once before, but he was not able to cum or pee. I paid him that time. I enjoy paying for sex. It is a big turn on for me. He has introduced me to a couple of drugs. I want to be careful with that. He has talked about pissing in my mouth after doing one of them. He said that it would get me high too.

I have not heard from another friend much since I do not have much money to give him. I miss him. I know that he may only be interested in me when he can get money, but I miss him. I sucked him once, but he did not cum. He sucked me, and he did that very well. He has pissed in my mouth a couple of times. One time it was on a sidewalk beside a fence. I love him, and it is hard on me not to be able to give him money. He still owes me some promises. He kept saying that he would feed me his cock. That is not all that I like about him, but I would love to taste it.

I love all of the men I have mentioned in this post.