More about my Best Friend and more

It has been great to have a friend with whom I can spend time. I had almost given up on finding a friend with whom I can have open communication and who is not just interested in getting money or a blow job from me. We have brief arguments occasionally, but they are brief. These usually happen when we are stressed and/or have not been sleeping enough. I know that we will not be lovers, because he is straight. Having a great friend like him makes me happy. He is a sexy fucker. I hope that we can find an apartment where can both have privacy. I like my basement apartment, but it is very small. It has a bathroom, kitchenette and bedroom. We share a king-sized bed. We have to be sure that we do not spend too much time with each other. I love spending time with him, but everybody needs alone time. This is a friendship that keeps getting stronger.

I met a couple of people through my Best Friend. A man and woman. She is a bartender at a bar close to where we live. They were at our place, and I have never felt so at ease conversing with someone I had known for so little time. They know a lot about music. More about them later.

I need to gain weight back. I have lost too much weight. I am not sure if I want to know how much.

Moving On

I have not been going to church lately. I have not felt like they really want me there. I don't exactly fit in there. I may be a bit too radical. No one contacts me when I am not there. It is a question of right and wrong. I just think that it is time to move on. This is not an easy decision to make, but I need to be around people who accept me as I am. There are people there whom I will miss very much. My heart will hurt from their absence, but I will be able to deal with that pain. I have new friends who accept me as I am, and I am thankful for them.

21/8/2017 A New Best Friend

It has been a month since I have been here. I have been spending time with friends. I have a new roommate. He is a great guy. We are best friends, but I have only known him for about a month. He is straight, so we will be nothing more than friends, but that is fine. I need friends. When there are problems we talk about them. It is great to have open communication. There are people who think that we are lovers, but they do not understand that two people can be close without sex and romantic entanglements. It will hurt when we have to move away from each other, but I am going to enjoy the time we have with each other. I know that if he starts a relationship with a woman we will still be close friends. I prefer to open my heart to someone to living in fear of being hurt. He knows that I would do anything that I can do for him, and I believe he would do the same. He is part of my family, and I love him.