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I still have hopes of going back to Lawrence, Kansas and staying there until I can go to Europe or somewhere that I can get in international LGBTQ rights. After I get my phone turned back on I need to get my birth certificate changed and a new Passport. I have a lot of catching up to do on Facebook and with email. I will never be completely caught up with Facebook, but that's all right. I also will try to get caught up some on Google+. I am glad that I will be able to get in touch with friends online.

I really need to be around people with whom I can talk openly and laugh freely. I long to be able to have uncensored conversations. I have never been very good at small talk. I am getting better, but I do not want to spend a lot of time with chitchat. What is important is for me to find people who will accept me completely as I am and who will be their true selves with me. I do not want to act differently in different places. I am not saying I would suck dick everywhere, but I am not going to hide the fact that I suck cock. I want to be in a place where I do not have to hide my views on sexuality, religion, politics, music, film, languages, etc. I do not have the time to worry about what other people think about me. I also want to be able to be with people with whom I can drink a good beer. I have not been able to afford good beer lately, so I have not been drinking beer. Beer is one of the things on which I am not going to compromise. I will not buy cheap beer. I might drink it if a friend gave it to me, but I am not going to buy it for myself. It is not a grave matter, but I have to have some standards. Some people might think that it is fucked up that I have higher standards for beer than I do for what cocks I suck, oh well. I am proud of being a slut and a beer snob. I feel the same way about cigars. I will not smoke cheap cigars. I also have standards for Vodka, only Russian, Polish, or Czech Vodka please. As for Vodka it is not the price that matters but the country of origin. If I want a good wine I would want one from France, Italy or Germany, but France is not where I go for good liquor. The pretentious snobs can keep Grey Goose. I'll stick with the stuff from people who know how to make the real stuff.

I am back, and it feels good. Je vous aime, mes amis. Kocham was, moich przyjaciół, Я люблю вас, мои друзья. Miluji vás, moji přátelé. Milujem vás, moji priatelia. Ljubim te, moje prijatelje. Te iubesc, prietenii mei.