I am trying not to get down, but it is difficult when I am so far from friends. I may have to start selling things. I have not been eating enough for a couple of days, and that affects my mood. Even a couple of days with friends would help some, but it does not look like I will be able to do even that. I do not want to me melodramatic, but the last time I felt this down for so long was when I attempted suicide. I am trying not to think about that possibility, but to be honest I am scared. I know things will get better, but I do not know what to do.
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